Losing it all on these sick little games,

Always gonna be an uphill battle. (Tuesday, July 14, 2009)



This is my last week as vacationist. Oh, yes because next week school will officially start.
The past few days I've been blunting out my fears and how much butterflies I have in my stomach every time I thought of entering college life. I really am very nervous.

First, I'll be staying in a dorm. My parents always says that it's just a matter of adjusting and going with the flaws of your mates. But then, I can't remove this trauma of mine where in I had a one week vacation in my auntie's house in Manila which I consider one of my horrible memories. I had to kill boredom for one week. I even cried every night. I was missing everyone that time. What I mean is I'll have to sacrifice really a lot. I am also thinking of what others esp. my mates will think of how I act, wear clothes or my general behavior.

Second, I'll be going to Mapua. A college with 4 semesters thus concluding to be a fast paced world. I am not so used to that life. I also view the students there as pure nerds. What I mean is, I think students there are very intelligent which builds up the pressure. The school has acclaimed very notable graduates. And as for feedbacks, take this one.

Someone: Wala pa akong tulog.
Ako: Bakit?
Someone: Ganyan talaga pag Mapuan.


Well, that was heavy.

But as of now. I am more composed. I am more determined and optimistic. I am thinking of rocking my college life. I can do this! It's the climb!

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